Thursday, October 18, 2007
haven being updating... sch started... monday to thurs is veri packed.. so no choice cant realy update.. wonder wats happening to me... my fren say tat i keep mood swing nwadays.. haix.. things just nvr seem to go the way ppl wants it to be.. i really just hope to be normal frens wif her... tat sms was just to tell her hw i felt.. nth more. but after tat sms... i felt tat she and me.. just drift apart.. and its a super big gap.. been thinking bout this all the time since tat night.. as i said. sch started.. maybe i just thinking too much... but somehow.i feel soooo awkward wif p13 nw.. even though i still talk to them normally.. i just feel so awkward inside.. its as if i dun know them already.. wats wrong wif me... really dun like this feeling.. i feel so overloaded nw... sooooo.. i dunno hw to explain le.. 4 once in dunno hw many yrs.. i really feel like crying.... ARGH!
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