Thursday, October 26, 2006
here to update.wakakakkaak.so went out today.nvr do any studying >< went k box wif lok.veri funny.. hahaz,she got we hook on a song.fir de.got yu ying hua,hahahz,o lvls are coming getting nervous. lol,sang wu ding wif her,was damn funny.we sang together ma,then was looking in each other eyes as we sang.can feel myself blushing,lolz.then after tat go taka,get my death note at kino.hahaz,then i went clementi.she went hm,sry nvr pei u,even though u cant see this,heex,then my grandma so noisy,dun angry over wat shit.then no 1 wan to tel me,zzz... niwy, o lvls coming, jia you jia you jia you =D
9:22 AM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
alrite.woke up at 7 plus today.went play bball wif jl and gy,hahaz,had fun.then jiu comehm play moo moo..zzzzz nvr do any revision today.like this cannot.tml on must continue to do revision.cannt slack.o lvls are just round the corner le.hahaz.today so little ppl online.zzz so sian now
6:46 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
had my prac paper today.totally screwed...lol.got both ans wrong.lolz, chem by a bit onli lor.no bu fu qi...hahaz.anyway.i still got chance,if my theroy is good enough,i still can make it.hahaz... found out something today.i actually have no prob in my phy...hahaz.seems like its chem tat is pulling me down. i will jia you 4 tat.i wan either A1 orA2 for my science and humans.hahaz. but then.i like haven really start on my humans. tsk,must stop soon,think i wll start this weekend.hehex. haiz.nyp.or np..... feeling alot of pressure to go nyp.. cos alot of ppl asking me to go...hahaz. i now super super tired.hahaz.tired in my mind.dunno wanna go go where.worried abt my results..thinking abt how to break the nursing thing to my parents...zzzz..dunno wat my mind make of..so hyper active, nowadays having insoima...adding to my tiredness.. try to slp.but keep anyhow think things..think i fail.think i cannot make it....stupid mind..haizzzz
7:10 AM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
tml is my prac paper le....feeling veri veri nervous now..wat if i fail tat.wat if it pull down my marks.....haiz.y must have prac paper...prac sux....niway.just here to fai xie... buaiz
7:45 AM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
lalalala.here to update.so today.i woke up at a veri veri noraml time.hahaz.woke up at 10.30.LOL.hahaz,then online 4 awhile lor.was talking wif xin and jy.hahaz,then jiu went out.met denise 4 study.hahz.from 12 study till 6 worz.hahaz,veri guai,hahaz,then jiu walk abt lor.wanna buy a chain 4 wif a ff de pendent 4 myself.hahaz... prac is in 2 more days. jia you jia you jia you =D
8:37 AM
Monday, October 16, 2006
seems like i like to blog nowadays,hahaz,first time in my live.i feel bored playing games.hahaz.dunno y.when playing games.i rather revise 4 my o lvls.finding science more and more fun,hmm,mind spoil le.hahaz.kz.2 more days to prac le.still not veri prepared.worrued =X
been going abt asking ppl abt the nursing thing.so far.the most common reaction is ppl laughin their ass off..is it tat funny? or am i tat funny =.= zzzz now is 1230...1 am nid to wake ziu up.then ialso wanna do more revision.hahaz..kz.nth much to say le
9:25 AM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
phew.just finish the revision 4 the day.hahaz,happen something so funny..nvr revise physics 4 so long.i still can do the papers.but,i see chem paper.my mind go blank.wdf... but.long is helping me again.must have confi in myself.=D hahaz,still trying to decide wat course should i go.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,think till so fan.now tim telling me the course is gross.LOl.so bad,later ppl whack him up.hahaz.3 more weeks to o lvl.must jia you.i can do it this time rd ^.^
8:07 AM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
hmmm.. just wake up,hahaz,i noe its late.lolz.gd time to update now.no one at hm..hahaz,i like it best like this.the peace and quiet in the house feels so gd..i prefer being alone then be wif a bunch of noisy ppl.heex.had a talk wif long and ziu yesterday night.talking abt wat course should i go.and if ziu should change from jc to poly.he somewat got a dicision le.same as me.but.seems like a few ppl are against it.haiz.going think over it somemore. hahaz..
10:51 PM
Friday, October 13, 2006
blog blog.hahaz.next week is my prac paper le.not really veri confi.hmm,maybe study harder.cos still got 5 days.=D...niway.as i say yesterday.i met some new frens. 1 of them is a student of nursing.tat got me thinking.cos i saw lok doing her nursing work be4.and i also think tat it is quite interesting.then is like.got me thinking,considering abt nursing as a choice next yr..but i am really afaid.of ppl saying tat i go nursing becos of her...haiz.. y is it so hard to even choose course...zzzzzzzzzzzzzz some ppl are encouraging me to go 4 it.if it interests me... but i dun wan ppl to misunderstand tat i did it 4 her.cos i did not... but i noe they wont believe me....haiz
9:05 AM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
its been quite some time since my last post.anyway.yesterday is tim and jason de bday.(after 12 le)happy bday guys. tim treat us to sakura.meet some new frens.was having fun.. hahaz,eat quite alot.then saw raina and seekee also.long time since i last saw them.hahaz.after dinner,went taka walk abt.then went play pool. played 2 rds.first rd play anyhow,2nd rd play serious.hahaz.
hmmmm.i have decided not to tell her how i feel.hahaz.not tat i dn like her anymore..but i really cant bear 4 our relationship to end..if i tell her.and she avoid me becos of tat... i really cant bear 4 tat to happen.maybe 1 day.she will find out.maybe it wont.rite now.i just wan to enjoy every moment wif her like tis...
10:12 AM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
suddenly feel veri alone... also keep going rd in bad mood and piss off mood... haiz..dunno wats the matter wif me...stupid things keep going rd my head..just feel like biting everyones head off..feel as if i am gonna burst soon......hope this kind of feeling go away...
6:23 AM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
wonder y am i in such a family... got a freaking petty de father..now got a sis who think tat she is a freaking princess..who wat if she is studying 4 her exam,does not gif her the rite to anyhow throw temper la!CB.now cry then jiu everything become my fault,fucking piss off le
8:02 AM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
update update...hmm,mei ying,(my ex boss),called me today.. she asked me wanna go back to work at kp ma...i told her tat i would think abt it...come to think abt it..i do miss working at kp..but then pride is against me taking the job again.after all.. i did say be4 tat i wont ever work there again...i nid advice ppl.. should i go back or not.....haiz. 2nd day she in malaysia..2 more days then she will be back.praying 4 her safety..... spent the day at hm rotting..o lvl are coming.. should really study le,cant always think abt playing... kz,nth much to update now. c ya my fren
7:31 AM
Monday, October 02, 2006
wonder how some ppl can be so petty...i mean, wats past is past. wats the point on harping on the same thing? my 2 cousin are getting married soon.. my bro cousin. had a veri bad arguement wif my father. during the funernal of my auntie, its bad enough tat they are argueing in front of the dead.. wats the point of bearing grudes?? its not like forgiving him will take some part of ur body away.. so now.my bro cousin.. wanna invite my parents 4 his wedding.. as an elder,is it proper to say no,just becos u are still angry?i dun think so ar.u are suppose to show and example.not take the lead in the arguement.... the thing happen like amost a yr ago le lor... y cant he just 4get abt it and get on wif his life... some ppl might say tat i should not talk abt my father this way..well,to me,i dun think tat i am in the wrong.maybe i am.4 being disrespectful.but this is wat i think of him now ba.maybe the reason y i always argue wif him is becos i cant stand the way he thinks. hmmm,just came on to vent my feelings. maybe will update wat i did later. c ya
5:10 AM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
ya,i noe... how many blogs i wan to make...in a veri foul mood rite now....how come watever i do..it always will make someone unhappy.. i dun go cut my hair...they scold me,i cut,then say wat,y so ugly.when i nvr even ask abt wat they think abt how i look.i mean,come on,its my life..y cant they just live it,my way?? y must it always be their way....wat is the defination of a gd child?1 tat always listen to the parents?wifout any thoughts of their own?is tat a gd child?i believe tat i am capable of making my own decisions.i am old enough to think of wat i wan.i dun wanna always remain as a child..i have to grow up 1 day... today basically slpt whole day.cos yesterday read for the whole night, to today 7 am.hmm,thinking of should i go back to contacts or not.which makes me remember again how they are trying to control my life... i cant even choose if i wan contacts,or specs..wat happen to a free country???sometimes.even my relatives.wanna control me.come on,u are not my parents.i dun even have the same surname as u,so y not just leave me alone.i am not as clever and also not as *guai* as u own children.so wat,i dun really gif a damn..wat i wan is just u ppl to stop trying to control me.. i like to have my own space...i mean,who does not??everyone wans their own space....haiz..btw..today is a sunday..means she going to malaysia tml...hope tat she will not do anything to endanger her own safety..i noe ziu..i sux.cos i still cant tell her how i feel.bt,u noe me so long.since when am i brave in this type of things... so sick and tired of hiding things inside myself..curse of a asb..niway.going 4 swimming tml. talk again tml myfren...
8:23 AM
