Sunday, October 01, 2006
ya,i noe... how many blogs i wan to make...in a veri foul mood rite now....how come watever i do..it always will make someone unhappy.. i dun go cut my hair...they scold me,i cut,then say wat,y so ugly.when i nvr even ask abt wat they think abt how i look.i mean,come on,its my life..y cant they just live it,my way?? y must it always be their way....wat is the defination of a gd child?1 tat always listen to the parents?wifout any thoughts of their own?is tat a gd child?i believe tat i am capable of making my own decisions.i am old enough to think of wat i wan.i dun wanna always remain as a child..i have to grow up 1 day... today basically slpt whole day.cos yesterday read for the whole night, to today 7 am.hmm,thinking of should i go back to contacts or not.which makes me remember again how they are trying to control my life... i cant even choose if i wan contacts,or specs..wat happen to a free country???sometimes.even my relatives.wanna control me.come on,u are not my parents.i dun even have the same surname as u,so y not just leave me alone.i am not as clever and also not as *guai* as u own children.so wat,i dun really gif a damn..wat i wan is just u ppl to stop trying to control me.. i like to have my own space...i mean,who does not??everyone wans their own space....haiz..btw..today is a sunday..means she going to malaysia tml...hope tat she will not do anything to endanger her own safety..i noe ziu..i sux.cos i still cant tell her how i feel.bt,u noe me so long.since when am i brave in this type of things... so sick and tired of hiding things inside myself..curse of a asb..niway.going 4 swimming tml. talk again tml myfren...
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